God speed slowing down

Time just keeps running ahead
with us all
&
soon it`ll be
next year
already
and you`ll be
wondering
whats happening
with everything
and everyone


whats the big
deal about this hyper ghost lord
and his  need for  speed?

why must everything
goe so bloody
fast all the time?

where is the exit
door from
this unholy speed track?

i want to live
among trees
and birds
in a world of eternal happiness
where time have
no power over
anything

yes i know

i am unreal in my dreams
but thats the beauty
of dreams
i can dream
of anything
and no one
can stop me

i wake up in a world
where time is always
short and man
is always in panic
or depression
from time
to time
and back
again

constantly shifting
from one extreme
to the other

in a sealed
vacuum of time
wich always appear
to run either too fast
or too slow

i have dreams
that make me wish
to never again
wake up
in time
for worry
in time
for sorrow
and in
time for
despair



suicidal tendencies
is a big part of modern mentality
wich borders on pure insanity
from wich there is
no salavage
but the medicine
of the shaman
wich can alter
brain chemistry
and reset all systems
back to its
natural animal origin

modern mentality
have no place for
those deeper
things that make
the spirit soar
and modern
mentality does
not want to be bothered
by anything that
makes it come face
to face with its
own idleness
and disgust
for itself


modern mentality
is a place from wich one
dreams of escape
either through
the television
or with other
psychoactive drugs
into altered
states of mind
where there are
other forms of
intelligence
that have other
stories to tell