tirsdag 21. november 2023

tottla ront i myrkre

 

 myrket har senka seg 

øve meg

lik eit

svart blaut

teppe

av syt

å jammer


tunge tanka

vitjar panna

å kvelden

den e lange

som eit

år

best å sove

tenkjer

du

ligga der

dau

i vinden

mens draumane

sig innøver


men litt

vondt ska

det ver sa

mannen.

han kløyp

seg i halsen

 

litt tungt ska

det vera

sa mannen.

han bar seg.

 

myrkret

har senka seg

øve land

mus å mann

snart går han

å legg seg

den trøytte

og gløyme

sin vonde

lei




tottla

ront

i myrkret

på leit

etter

handa

fingrane

armen

og resten

av kroppen





 

 

mandag 26. juni 2023

pottery



poetry comes naturally

like a drop

of sweat

or a fly

in your

drink
on
a hot
summers

night




poetry can

never be forced

pressured

squeezed

nor stretched

without

leaving

obvious

traces of

violence


poetry drips

from fresh

green leaves

after summers

rain

and from

the tiny mouths

of moths

so delicate

only a trained

ear may

hear


poetry

in its purest

form is

like water

to a

dry mouth

and food

to a

starving

child


poetry

flows naturally

from the well

of inspiration

that runs

beneath

and beyond

the reaches

of space

and  mind















lørdag 7. mars 2020

the inter view

-So,your hearing voices ?
-yes,that is correct.
-what do they tell you ?
-they ask lots of questions
-what kind of questions ?
-all kinds of,really.
-any specific,you remember ?
-yes,they ask me if i hear voices
-and you do,don`t you ?
-i do,that much is true.
-do you reckognize these voices,familiar perhaps ?
-oh yes,they sound like people..
-anyone specific,your father in law  ?
-not my father in law
-someone elses father ?
-how should i know ?
-your the one hearing voices
-that much is true.
-have you ever asked the voices who they are ?
-ah,yes of course,several times.
-and do they reply ?
-no,they don`t like to be questioned.
-how about you,do you like  being questioned ?
-no,not at all.In fact it sucks me dry and leave me withered,and worn.
-so i better wrap it up now is that what you are saying ?
- I couldnt have said it better myself.
-try
-don`t be silly,goodbye now.
-goodbye,thank you for the interview.
-what interview ? who are you ?
-i`m the radio man upstairs.
-so thats who you are ?
-thats who i am.,Im the radio man..
-I don`t think i ever  heard you on the radio.
-thats because im IN the radio.
-you mean... ?
-that is exactly what i mean.
-youre a mean machine
.-no, simply the radio man switching your frequencies.
-my frequencies ?
-
-hello ?
- (buzzing,wheezing noise,tuning channels)



.







 

fredag 8. mars 2019

untitled

Du e som dagen
jag e som natten

du e som
regnet
jag e
som vinden


du e som
stjärnan
när den
faller

jag e
som brødskuffan
och kylskåpan

du e som
trumman
jag
slår på
och lakridsen
jag tugger


jag e
som gumman
i tänderna
och
kvisorna
på nasen

du e som
dagen
och kvelden
før det
mörknar

jag e
spegelen
du tittar
i
och
telefonen
du talar
til
när du
er ensam

du
e stemmen
som väkker
upp fjellorna
jag e ekkoen
som svarar
dig med
en fråga







 

torsdag 7. mars 2019

Young Lemon

The door of the imagination
is not guarded
by four serious
minded
wolfs
that
sleep
with one
eye open
to keep
any trespassers
from those
lush
fields
and forests


one who
wishes to
enter
can do
so
without
the silly
challenges
and those
awkward
leaps
of faith




one who
wishes
to enter
can do so
at certain
odd moments
when time
reboots
wich
happens on
and off

its nothing
like i imagined
it to be

it creates itself
without any
effort
and asks
no questions
no matter
how weird
it gets
and
it does get
weirder

no one
ever told
you how real
a dream
could be

no one
ever
dared

for there
are secrets
within
secrets
that keep
reality
in place
so to
speak







































tirsdag 22. januar 2019

FerOMerOm

Forces of nature Pulls
and Pushes
me in eVery way
and eVery
single
dAy

uNtamed
wildeRness
roAms wIthIn
my hOuse
of flEsh
and bOne



I speAk
to yoU noW
O`anCient beIng
of the Air
and Everywhere
Present



You
wHo
listEns
and obServes
and
whO is
rIght here
in My
twIlIght
hour




KnOw
that i
aM not
wHolly
aware
of
Thy
seCrets
aNd
Thy
waYs



But
eVer
curious
and In Awe
of
Thy
haunting
SpIrIt
that mOveth
my Hand
and mInd
in Mysterious
waYs
.







Ever hYpnotized
by Thy
meSmerising
presence
that Infiltrates
the present
With the
esSence of
a dream



eVer asleep
in a dream
of Being
awake
in a world
where reality
is a fantasy
so true
thAt It
blEeds
jUst to
proOve
it
tO
yoU

























fredag 7. desember 2018

i hvert fall

Han levde i hvert fall
og nøt vinden
som bruset
gjennom
bustete
øynebryn
og nesehår
på vei
ned fra
en eller
annen
tind

han levde
i hvert fall
og de som så
ham ble
slik overbeviste
at de selv
lystet efter
høiden


når han ikke
kastet seg
utenfor bratte stup
og høyreiste bygninger
så var han
alltid
på vei
opp til
en ny
majestetisk
topp






ein song, ei soge

han stod der
han pleide å stå
og sat
der han
pleide
å sitte

han åt
det han pleide
å  ete
å drakk
det han
pleide å
drikke

og når
han sov om
natta
var det
der han
pleide
å somne
og når han
våkna
om morgonen
var det
akkurat der
han la
seg  om
kvelden


men av og til
hendte det
at han satte
maten i halsen
bomma på stolen
sovna
og våkna
på sofaen
og drakk
noko som han
slett
ikkje hadde
drukke før
og slik
gjekk dagane
vekene
månane
og åra

lik ein følgjetong
på fjernsynet
heilt
utan avbrot
frå dagsrevy
og sport
slik det
pleier
å vere












søndag 18. november 2018

the hotspots

There is a nonsense that lives between our world of make belief.
it sleeps not in some slimy cocoon,waiting for the day when the earth flipflops,and there is nothing funny about it.Other than the fact that it makes some people believe that the earth is an ancient spaceship that awaits long forgotten access commands to activate flight into hyperspace.
Nonsense is the bad boy in class,who interrupts the teachers teaching,and the learners learnings.
Its a poison to an orderly mind,and once it has intoxicated its victim,it can do devastating damage that will heal o`so slow,and the risk of further damage is always present.
It comes to anyone who`s business in life is a serious task,and who`s character carries all the signatures of  disciplined order.
How it disrupts the seriousminded person,and how it overturns all his endeavours to appear sane and just,is a whole incapacitating chapter of itself,that we shall return to in due time.
The stories are many.And they are coming in daily through mail.Strong reading much of it.
The kind that pulls your hair backwards,and rips some of it off,and makes you forget to eat and sleep.Shared from people, overtaken by pure nonsense from all directions at once,making no room for escape,leaving their fragile psyches in the hands of *imitating clowns* who`s sense of entertainment is such that it involves sanity,and challenges it on every level,until,eventually a break occurs.A crack in the wall between sanity and insanity,letting odd odors flow through and through.
I have taken great care to insulate and isolate my self from all this nonsense,by the use of ancient magic rituals,and have managed to remain conscious of my self importance and seriousness in business.
But i admit,working with people who`s lost to weirdness and whatnots,have often threatened my sanity.More than once have i  felt the cold hand of death playing its icy fingers up and down my spine.
Many a professional psychiatrist have had to throw the towel in,when they succumbed to their patients creative story tellings.
I have discovered,through experience on the threshold to complete madness,a way to remain unaffected by sudden unexpected nonsense attacking,from seemingly sane corners of the world.
But it has not made life any better.Food always makes me feel better.So today,i eat a lot of food.
I eat rich foods,fat foods,salty,sugary,fat foods.I eat fruits and then i eat more.I love fruits and berries. Frosty  strawberries makes me forget about nonsense,at least while they are frosty and chilling down my brain.
Also worth mentioning is the presence of antidepressive flavinoids in fruits and berries.
There is a window into more heavenly realms,and it may be opened through the tasting of fruits.
Mangos are made in heaven,Strawberry fields are everywhere in heaven,Cherry trees too.And Bananas,all you can eat,and O` so sweet. The kind that makes you instantly forget how you came there,and should you ask anyone,instantly they will have forgotten it too.





















mandag 12. mars 2018

Two-feet

i step out of my door
the day is fresh
my feet are
eager to
walk

where will
they take
me

where
will
they 
go ?

i step out of my door
the day
is fresh
and
my feet
are eager
to walk


mandag 26. februar 2018

Nuances, colours

winter explains
the hardness of ice
with cool precision

silence listens
withdrawn
hardly breathing

there is nothing to be said
muttered snow
and the world fell
silent
though
not deaf
to itself

silent

a peaceful buzz
of warm blood gushing
through temples

















søndag 28. januar 2018

Avgarde

Han sprang avgarde
langt å lenge
før ho snudde
og  sprang heim
og la
seg og
der låg
han til
sola
strekte sine
stråler
inn og
lysa opp
landet
og slik fann ho
ut or draumen
og opp
att
i dagen

men
snart byrja
han småspringje
snart sprang ho
fortare
og før han
visste ordet
av det
var ho langt
avgarde
og når han
snudde seg
såg ho
ikkje lenger
landet
ho dyrka
og stjernene
på himmelen
stod ikkje
lenger
der
slik han
hugsar


då var det¨
at han snudde
seg opp ner
og heile verda
snudde seg
med
og dei som
såg det
blei fyrst
svimle og
sian
forundra
og dei jamra
og bar seg

ting ramla
frå himmelen
lenge
etterpå
og har
det ikkje
slutta
å regne
kattar
å hundar

kan hende
det roar
seg med
tia





























lørdag 27. januar 2018

Diktaren

Diktaren er
ikkje slik han
sjølv trur at
han er

diktaren
lar seg ikkje
lure av forestillingane

sylvlerretet
same kor mykje
skodespelaren
legg sjela
i rolla
si

diktaren klyp
seg sjølv
titt
i armen
og har blåmerke
å vise til

og det hender
jo at ein må

anten ein diktar
i holer i jorda
eller rett utav
det blå





diktaren
heftar seg ikkje
ved detaljar
men bygg
sine hus
på dei
lik fuglen
i sitt reir

diktaren søkjer¨
på djupet av
seg sjølve
for å finne
noko
han ikkje
har sagt
før


for diktaren
må ofte
møte seg sjølve
i si eiga
oppdikta
dør


diktaren let seg
ikkje hefte
ved detaljarne
men driv vidare
med vinden
lik ei fjør
i ørkenen
og let sand
i augene vere
sand og
ingenting anna
en sand


for

i skuggen av ein
gammal ruin
finn du diktaren
i sitt eige
dikt
på veg inn i
det ukjende
for å gløyme
alt han
har lært
og lære
det på
ny
igjen og
igjen

diktaren
vandrer¨
hand i hand
med sola
og kvar
stråle er fylld
av lyse
ord om
livet som
gror
men også
av det som
spirar
på vår
heilage
trillrunde
jord



































torsdag 14. desember 2017

self medicating

Self medicating vs the popping of pills from a prescription drug. ?

Its the same thing,only self medicating is considered negative,and sometimes even a criminal act.

Why,i ask myself,ready to pop the question in return,should i be confronted with the law.

People get in trouble with the law,for self medicating,and are criminalized and punished.

While at the same time,people go about their daily lives, medicated on prescription narcotics,wich is often sold or given away to friends,further spreading drug use and health problems in schools and society at large.

The zero tolerance for drugs in norway reeks of white lies on molded bread.

People are treated as children by our authorities,with little "myndighet" to make once own little decisions.


Self reliance is the greatest art and should be practised by bending the bow that fires the arrow,and letting it go.
It must become a natural act,that the bow fires upon the target with such swiftness,that it knoweth not what hit it.
Then an archer will have her way in the game,and her arrows and bow will raise brows wherever she goe.
.
Let it not be of dullness,nor of drunkeness and heavy sleep,but of awakefulness,and the observant mind.For is there not so much splendour and detail that maketh up the universes ?
.
Dwell not on thy belongings,but on thy dwelling,and see thyself in thyself.Laugh,if it comes natural.
If not,be silent.Listen to silence,and your heart will respond with gladness and freud.
.
There is too much to say in too little time.Yet with practise,and patience,through simple breathing,time can be stretched and utilized on a whole new level.
.
Knowing in your heart,that you have all the time in the world,to complete your mission,Your  story will change from one of idleness and fatigue,to one of unadulterated joy,and sorrow.
.
Lifting you to the highest mountains,and occasionally casting you headlong into the deepest and darkest pits.
Leaving you with  a thirst,sometimes an unquenching one,that makes you so desire for liquids,that they appear out of thin air.
.
.

Be not forgiving,but forgive the writer for writing.Occasionally raving unconsciously about,speaking  in tounges,eyes rolling in skull,frothing from mouth,accompanied by howls and groans.
Be forgiving,no matter what he tells you,and he will shrink before your naked eyes.
That to forgive,even the greatest sin,is the way of the lord,but not the way of men.For man follows the ways of his followers,who follow him wherever he rolls.

Shrink therefor not in the presence of the lord,but raise thyself,o`child of man,and feel the living earth under thy feet.!!
Stretch thy bones,and veins,so that fresh blood may enter thy thinking apparatus,and rejoice !
Is there not joy in the darkest corners,and sadness in the brightes of day ?
Are you not well with the gifts,and the talents,o `star amongst stars ?
In thy  complaining,and waining,grasping with thy clutches for ever more,be thankful that you are alive,amongst the dead and the dying.

There will c0me a day,unlike any other day,followed  by  nights beyond your wildest dreams.
The sun will chase shadows,and food will cross from hands to mouth,and questions,that can only be answered with silence and wonder.
But your mind,like a flower in the sun,will have its days,among days,and that old magic that breathes in between,will sometimes tell you stories made up from your own private gallery of ghosts.
Other times,it will tell you other things,and convince you to become another star in an otherwise charming cult of fixed faiths.





Know that the hour of man is short,but know also that where there is no-time,there is peace.
Sometimes you feel time suddendly disappeared,your`e having a mystical experience that "never really happened"
Mystical forces bending perception of time,dissolving it,,offering a feeling of eternity stretching  on as far as the eye can see,and the I that is you and me,at once limited and free.



The Mystic knows that the moment you think you know it all,is the moment you forget something very important.
Thats why the mystic dwells where the sun cannot reach.Where mystery have air to breath.
The mystic is at once a  dark soul that feeds on the light of magical crystals embedded deeply in the earth`s crust.
For such is the light of the mystic,that it brings certain  gifts to certain  men.
Many are the corns of sand,and dust is plentyful in corners.
Blood is crying.Hear the cry,Be the healer of bleeding wounds.
Many are the corns of sand,and in corners,dust is plentyful.
Be the mountain,and the magnificent hall that houses the mountains jinn.
Light candles for the dreaming Gods creating our world,and leave sweet offerings.
Ask questions when the day is still young,and find the answers in your dreams.
Don`t look for yourself in the mirror.Look at yourself,and behold the presence !
Be the presence in your own life,and communicate with that entity, you.
Use the forbidden and the shunned art of talking through uncertified channels.
.
Be tempted by scripture,to fulfill the prophesy of the elders,by continuing the writing thereof.
Be tempted by the saints,and inspired in Thy soul,to carry on their clairvoyant ravings in mutualhood.
Was it not by fire and stars that men went out of their minds to commune with a higher being ?
And,is not the Higher being,unseen and majestic,a spirit of the spiritworld ?
.
Why is it that "Scripture"  condemns the spiritist and his communing with the dead,when others can obsiously do it,and get away with being a saint or a prophet ?
Is there not much dirty evidence of corrupted men in the so called word of God ?
Is it not a dreaded gift to know that words have so much power of men and their minds ?

"Taking the law into ones one hand",is indeed a  silly expression,for  Is it not the hand of men that writes the law ? "

Is the law not already in the hand of men?





























torsdag 9. november 2017

Fire spell

Craft the spell
in the fire

Craft it well
weave it higher

Weave it now
of shining flame

None shall
come to hurt
or maim

None shall
pass this
fiery wall

None shall
pass
No,None at all


(Ha tent eit lys foran deg når du les denne)

(henta frå internett)



lørdag 5. august 2017

Guided by noises

I have come to understand that some people have silent thoughts in their heads,where others hear voices speak to them in whispers and sometimes out loud like actual persons.
There was a time when i thought i could leave my mind behind,and live in the space between realms.
After a while,i started hearing voices,and i realized my time in space had done something odd.
Today i have to listen and be observant to what the voices tell me,to get things done.
It is like my mind is out there on a satelite in space,sending me voice-mail through the atmosphere.
Also there are many satelites out there,and sometimes,i recieve mail that was intended for someone else.Now that can be difficult,because Its not always the funny stories,the wahas and the whoo-hoos.

Im positive other people will come to hear voices,in time.As im not the first and certaintly not the last.

Some people believe hearing voices is a sign of damage,or an illness with many advanced  names.
And surely,there are people who suffer the consequenses of hearing voices,as they can tell you ugly things,evil things,and even use your fathers voice to enhance their effect.
But then there are also voices that backs you up all the way,and with such charm and humour that it makes you fall in love with them.
There is the good parts that makes living worthwile.There are the happy ghosts,and the kindred spirits,who loves to entertain their next of skin.
Its not all bad,as some folks would have it.

i think the most difficult thing in the world is trying to be normal
and living a normal life,when there in fact is nothing normal in this world.
this is where madness makes angels with broken wings

I remember loosing sanity as a burden being removed from my shoulders.
The madness and the hell was all inside my belief in a normal world and a normal life.

I realize i was dreaming a dream that wasnt mine
it was a program designed to make me
someone that someone else would
appreciate
in time


i awoke from that dreadful dream
like a child
on the  first day of spring

i stumbled into the world
like an infant
still drunk from
mothers milk
and with a nasty
case of hiccups

but my mind was
like the sky
on a clear
day

i could hear
for miles
and i swear in the
crooked ear of Captain
McFlannigan
that i could
hear dolphins
song

i even
heard rumours
being spread
among the flowers
that i was
complete
loonytoon

when i stopped
and tried to convince
them otherwise
they just aughed
their heads
off

but i can live with that

i have heard birds
laugh
from the trees
when they see
me tumbling down
lifes rocky
road
balancing on
two feet
and somehow
a head of
myself











































































søndag 2. juli 2017

Nöcken

Ho snuffla innover i heia
førd  avgarde av
ei kjensle
som berre vaks
jo nærare ho kom
det vesle
tjernet
kransa med
kvite
vassliljer


ho satte seg
ner på
huk og
stirra ner
i det grøne
djupet
som synast
å skjelve
av noko
under
overflata
der ho
skimta
små blenkande
ljos
av og på
og av igjen
før dei
startar ein ny
sekvens

ei djup brummande
tone tiltek i styrke
og sakkar av
igjen
og brått
får ho
lyst å snu
å  småspringje
heim att
men kroppen
er som teipa
fast i lufta
og ho kan
ikkje anna
en å måpe
når skapninga
under vatnet
dukkar opp
snur seg
på umulege
vis og berre
forsvinn foran
augene hennar
med eit søkk
før ho rekk
å bli forskrekka

(( schvuppps ))

kva var det ho såg
kva var det ho
høyrde ?

himmelen rumla
og vinden
bøygde  trea
til sies
då noko
tok avgarde
i høg fart

kan hende
nokon som
brått fekk lyst
å vende heim
att

kven veit
kva det
var ho
kjende
og kva det
var
det ho båe
såg
å høyrde


var det berre
ein
draum
ho ikkje
kunne skjelne
mellom
det kjende
og det ukjende

var
det verkeleg
berre
ein draum
at ho var våken
då ho såg
å høyrde
det ho
gjorde
i skumringa
ved det
vesle tjernet




















mandag 19. juni 2017

Man in the wall

There is a man inside the wall,and when he speaks its rather muffled and faint.
I have to cup my ear to hear what he says,and he doesn`t like it.
He often tells me  i look stupid with my ear to the wall,and then he goes on calling me names.
Names i don`t want to share with you here,nor anywhere for that matter.

Its an elderly man,who`s life never really ended,but continued in the woodwork of my wall.
Sometimes late at night,just before i slip into unconsciousness,he knocks 3-1-2 and then 3-3-3.
That`s the signal,and signature of his presence that comes and goes.

Some nights i lie there expecting the knocking on my wall,and nothing happens.Other nights,when  i and i just want to sleep, he amuses himself by knocking on the wall,right above my fontanelle and keeps me disentertained until i get tired of it all,and eventually pass out.

I told the village priest of my incidents,and he promised to come for an exorcism,but that was 2 years ago.Rumors have it that he went crazy after hearing voices in the wall and strange knocking.
He is now resting in a facility for the mentally disturbed.
God bless the poor priest,Carmichael.He was such a sane and sturdy individual.

Other people have other phenomenas going,of wich they may or may not be consciouss of.
Becoming consciouss of phenomenas is usually not on the menu.Asking for it can land one in prison.

Phenomenas enjoy the ignorance and disbelief that we humans wrestle with on a daily basis.
Our focus on material affairs,keeps the world of phenomenas in a safe haven.Only the mad,the lunatic,children,and weirdos have entrance to this realm.They can do no harm to the phenomenal forces that govern and create realities in their secret laboratories.
As their stories will always be dismissed as mere products of the imagination.
Reality is not that colourful
they say.









søndag 4. juni 2017

Talok

When Talok lurks outside your house,its usually because he wants to get inside.
Never let Talok inside your house,unless you want to become possessed.
Talok is the spirit of many dead people who have lumped together to become a creepy phantom of the supernatural world.
He can appear as a little begging boy who only wants your sympathy and an open door or window.
However,he can not enter if you have heard of the tale,and know of his motives.
He may also appear as your mother in a dream,and make you sleepwalk to your door,where he will slip in and do his tricks with your mind until you no longer recognize yourself.
Talok hates whistling,and laughter,and avoids houses where jolly people celebrate.
Talok can be trapped into a corner,if whistled at,during his haunting tours,and with continued whistling,he can be vaporized into thin air.
The energy of life is what he wants,but the same energy,focused directly at Talok will do "him" great harm.

I once saw Talok sitting beside me in bed,waiting for me to leave my body so he could enter.
I observed how his forehead came into my dream,but couldnt get any further,cause his head was to big for the tiny  little room in my dream.
I laughed at his failed attempt to possess me,and he fled with anger,growling like a hurt lion.
Laughter is the purest poison for the souls that feed on fear and angst.
A good strong laughter can actually kill Taloks.It has been done before.
There are witnessess to strange incidents that cannot yet be explained by our  current model of language.

so now you know the tale,and i urge you to share it with loved ones.









torsdag 25. mai 2017

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